Noble Boots, by Chris Clark, '75 Paul
McLaughlin was shot to death in the cause of nobility. But in life, he could speak of the
cause lightly. In the winter of 1973, Tom Strong '75 and I were sitting in the
living room of our triple in Massachusetts Hall when our roommate and classmate Paul
McLaughlin peered down at his old leather hiking boots. "Sometimes, when I look at my
boots," he said, "it makes me feel noble."
It was a comment meant to be silly and sophomoric, an we were sophomores, so we laughed
for a long time and kidded Paul for months afterward. But as we got to know Paul better,
how he valued the functional and disdained the flashy, we came to understand there was
a certain logic to his words.
You've probably heard of Paul. He was the Massachusetts assistant attorney general murdered
last September in Boston in an apparent gang hit. He was getting into his car at the train
station in West Roxbury when a youth in a hooded sweatshirt materialized out of nowhere,
killed him with a single shot to the head, and fled with hardly a trace. The news made
headlines across the nation, and newspapers, television broadcasts, and magazines showed
stumped detectives leaning over Paul's car, an aging Toyota Tercel with a Darmouth decal
across its rear window.
Paul came to Dartmouth from Boston Latin School, the third of five family members to attend
the College. At 18 he was a tall, skinny kid with glasses as thick as his Boston accent
and an irreverent wit. Paul specialized in deflating the pompus and puncturing the solemn
and was a dangerous guy to be around anytime an errant eyebrow wiggle or whispered impertinence
could bring on laughter. There were certain things about Paul that set him apart from the
beginning. He didn't drink, at least not during the early years of college, and he never
smoked. He recoiled at the idea of doing something simply because it was the popular or "in" thing
to do. In our senior year he was president of Gamma Delta Chi. He wasn't a particularly
good beer-pong player, probably never chugged, wasn't much of a back-slapper. Instead,
he had a soft-spoken moral authority, a keen sense of doing what was right. Paul majored
in religion. "The question, is, "Is there a God or not?" he explained in a late-night conversation. "It's
really the only important question."
After graduation, Paul moved back to Boston, went to law school at night, and became a
prosecutor. He specialized in weapons, drug, and gang-related cases in some of the city's
more crime-plagued neighborhoods. He was a founding prosecutor for the Urban Violence Strike
Force, a unit targeting gang violence and other serious offenses. At the time of his death,
he was on assignment to the Suffolk County district attorney's office, implementing a novel
crime-fighting program in Roxbury's Grove Hall section: the Safe Neighborhood Initiative
for attacking crime through coordinated, locally focused efforts.
Stories about Paul were legion. He won 98 of the 134 cases he prosecuted as an assistant
attorney general, but he was more interested in seeing justice done than in counting up
convictions. A defense attorney described how one client, a recent immigrant, turned his
life around because Paul had given him a second chance. Colleagues recalled that when Paul
was an assistant district attorney, judges would often seek him out to help defendants
who decided to represent themselves without counsel. "He didn't seem like his job was to
prosecute," one Roxbury resident told the Boston Herald. "The man was always coming from
the perspective of, we needed programs, we need alternatives. We were surprised."
I wasn't surprised. This was the Paul I knew. He always believed in public service, even
as the world around him grew ever more cynical. Pursuing a dream he'd had since college,
he ran for state representative from West Roxbury in 1986. He didn't win, so he served
in other ways: helping other candidates achieve victories, and volunteering for the American
Cancer Society, the West Roxbury Historical Society, the West Roxbury branch library, and
other groups.
The day of Paul's funeral, Tom and I, honorary pallbearers, joined more than 900 mourners
who filled St. Theresa of Avila Church in West Roxbury. Others stood on the streets and
sidewalks outside, listening to the eulogies by loudspeaker. Paul's boss, the Massachusetts
attorney general, talked of Paul's life of "quiet inspiration." The Suffolk County district
attorney called Paul a "gentle pilgrim," and talked about nobility.
Nobility. Many years had passed since that day Massachusetts Hall, but it seemed so natural
when the district attorney spoke the word. Paul didn't talk about nobility. He exemplified
it.
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